Poo Boo X( I keep telling myself I'm going to draw, because the more I draw, the more practice I get in, the more I understand what I'm even doing and then I can finally upgrade myself away from bases and to original, 100% my own art.
But I'm not at that final point yet where I'm confident with my own art to even try. I've been practicing free hand on the side but most I get down are faces.
Anyway, I try to draw, I get about halfway done and I just kinda fart away. *shakes fist*
So, I've been seeking out roleplays on dA, but everything I've stumbled across says "no bases" in the rules.
I really just.... have this urge to create a character with someone (like two friends going hay lets make a character based ont his and bam it happens and then you two are like in love with it omg), or based on someone's creation (like a famous tv show kind of thing), because I'm just not at that creative point where I can make up my own shit. I really enjoy my LoK OC, however, I feel like I need to be diverse and find another character of mine to like, to give "birth to". But, I have no friends to make characters with. So then I started to miss certain people from almost a year ago and then the little bit of motivation I had just kinda
decided that because it was December, it needed a warm vacation, despite IL being mild in weather.
*sigh* I really don't know what to do. I'm content with the current bunch of friends I have, but for some reason I'm missing that art/roleplay kind of friend that I could share ideas with and vise versa and would get my brain pumpin' with awesome ideas of generalness. Now I feel like I have no ideas and my mind is so empty that I'm excited to go back to school to fill it with /something/.
It's just very hard to connect with other people on dA @_@ or I just suck at social.
Listening to: t-swift (the story of us)